The vets around here already will know this, but some may not... and I'll preface anything I say with the fact that this is all 100% my fault for being an easy mark and letting myself get taken advantage of...
Long story short... (kinda)
Became "friends" or whatever with a PS who is now a provider 5 years ago (not going to name her)... 2 years ago she even gave me her personal phone #... admittedly I had been helping her financially periodically as well (nothing crazy, but if she said she was starving and couldn't buy dinner I'd send, say $25 to help)...
something changed over 3 months ago and things ramped up... given her over $1,000 since then for various reasons... and here's where it gets into me being a bleeping moron... I never once put conditions on it... I was just being a "nice guy"... a "true friend"... so I didn't ask for sex... all I ever asked for was a specific video (never got it) and a certain piece of clothing she wore that I enjoyed (never got it).
and now, it's unlikely I will ever speak to her again or see her again in my life... so what did I take away from it?
1) I am really, really stupid
2) women in this industry don't have "friends" they have men they view as banks, it's ALL a business and nothing more
3) nice guys ALWAYS finish last
4) even if she says you "mean something to her" you don't... your money does... once that dries up or she no longer needs it cause her financial situation improves... you are just a burden in her life
Anyway, be smarter than me... be better than me.
Going to live up to my name now, goodbye everyone. Keep enjoying this "hobby" or whatever it is.
Long story short... (kinda)
Became "friends" or whatever with a PS who is now a provider 5 years ago (not going to name her)... 2 years ago she even gave me her personal phone #... admittedly I had been helping her financially periodically as well (nothing crazy, but if she said she was starving and couldn't buy dinner I'd send, say $25 to help)...
something changed over 3 months ago and things ramped up... given her over $1,000 since then for various reasons... and here's where it gets into me being a bleeping moron... I never once put conditions on it... I was just being a "nice guy"... a "true friend"... so I didn't ask for sex... all I ever asked for was a specific video (never got it) and a certain piece of clothing she wore that I enjoyed (never got it).
and now, it's unlikely I will ever speak to her again or see her again in my life... so what did I take away from it?
1) I am really, really stupid
2) women in this industry don't have "friends" they have men they view as banks, it's ALL a business and nothing more
3) nice guys ALWAYS finish last
4) even if she says you "mean something to her" you don't... your money does... once that dries up or she no longer needs it cause her financial situation improves... you are just a burden in her life
Anyway, be smarter than me... be better than me.
Going to live up to my name now, goodbye everyone. Keep enjoying this "hobby" or whatever it is.
