I recently saw an independent provider who has stellar 10/10 reviews, even the new one after my appointment is amazingly 10/10 review.
But my experience had that illusion of intimacy missing, her vibe was not exciting or electric like the reviews mentions, conversation was bland.
How do I not let this get to me?
I'll admit I'm absolutely not a great conversationist alpha leader person who will make a room light up but it's getting to me that it might be looks/race thing :/
I stay fit, groom, smell great, bring gift, write note and prepare my best for every appointment.
Sorry for venting, I've been having wrong place, wrong time experiences recently.
But my experience had that illusion of intimacy missing, her vibe was not exciting or electric like the reviews mentions, conversation was bland.
How do I not let this get to me?
I'll admit I'm absolutely not a great conversationist alpha leader person who will make a room light up but it's getting to me that it might be looks/race thing :/
I stay fit, groom, smell great, bring gift, write note and prepare my best for every appointment.
Sorry for venting, I've been having wrong place, wrong time experiences recently.
