After having my first duo, there were a lot of emotions happening all at once. The ride home in the Uber gave me a little time to reflect and get my bearings after everything that happened. Contemplating it all, I couldn’t help but get excited all over again then an immediate feeling of wanting more came over me. This wasn’t a surprise at all given how much fun I had, but what was a surprise was wanting that feeling with a different duo.
So, the general feeling I had was excitement going home. Being able to participate in a duo even though I didn’t think I’d be able to came as the biggest achievement for me. I really thought my nerves would keep me from performing well enough, or that I’d somehow say the wrong thing in the moment, but I was able to do both just fine. Though the nerves did affect me a little, I think working with professionals is what brought me back to life twice. I never thought I’d be able to be with two women at once, so it was still hard to believe it actually happened. As quickly as the excitement came, so did the desire for more.
Again, wanting more wasn’t a surprise. Being with two women would have any of us wanting more. Although, I don’t want it with the same two women I mean, I do, and at some point I will but I’m more intrigued by what this experience would be like with different women. At the same time, while I was thinking about this feeling in the Uber, I started wondering what it would be like with a younger pair (18+).
The community knows I enjoy being with more mature women. They’re just easier to talk with, and I tend to find more things in common with them. Still, I’m probably treating this as more of a curious experiment than anything else, since there’d never be a reason to book someone under 30 other than pure curiosity. I’d also never see them solo. Still, I’m curious to know if I’d enjoy a duo with women who’s at least 25 and see if that same feeling of excitement continues. Or was it possible that the fun I had was built entirely around that first duo alone? Either way, there’s a fair number of bookings I’ll need to make to cure my curiosity. As fun as that’s going to be, I’m probably even more excited for the outcome.
The first duo showed me what was possible, but it also opened a door I didn’t even realize was there. Whether the next one lives up to it or not doesn’t really matter; it’s the journey of figuring that out that makes this hobby what it is. And if my first duo was any indication, the next one are going to be a lot of fun to write.
So, the general feeling I had was excitement going home. Being able to participate in a duo even though I didn’t think I’d be able to came as the biggest achievement for me. I really thought my nerves would keep me from performing well enough, or that I’d somehow say the wrong thing in the moment, but I was able to do both just fine. Though the nerves did affect me a little, I think working with professionals is what brought me back to life twice. I never thought I’d be able to be with two women at once, so it was still hard to believe it actually happened. As quickly as the excitement came, so did the desire for more.
Again, wanting more wasn’t a surprise. Being with two women would have any of us wanting more. Although, I don’t want it with the same two women I mean, I do, and at some point I will but I’m more intrigued by what this experience would be like with different women. At the same time, while I was thinking about this feeling in the Uber, I started wondering what it would be like with a younger pair (18+).
The community knows I enjoy being with more mature women. They’re just easier to talk with, and I tend to find more things in common with them. Still, I’m probably treating this as more of a curious experiment than anything else, since there’d never be a reason to book someone under 30 other than pure curiosity. I’d also never see them solo. Still, I’m curious to know if I’d enjoy a duo with women who’s at least 25 and see if that same feeling of excitement continues. Or was it possible that the fun I had was built entirely around that first duo alone? Either way, there’s a fair number of bookings I’ll need to make to cure my curiosity. As fun as that’s going to be, I’m probably even more excited for the outcome.
The first duo showed me what was possible, but it also opened a door I didn’t even realize was there. Whether the next one lives up to it or not doesn’t really matter; it’s the journey of figuring that out that makes this hobby what it is. And if my first duo was any indication, the next one are going to be a lot of fun to write.
