I talk about my bucket list often. It's a list that’s constantly being updated and reworked so I can live the best life I know how. I’ve thought about...
I talk about my bucket list often. It's a list that’s constantly being updated and reworked so I can live the best life I know how. I’ve thought about posting it here plenty of times, but decided against it. A lot of the things on it are unique, and I’d rather keep them to myself. If the whole world knew what you wanted to do, obviously some would want to do it too. Hell, more then some of you have done them. I’d still have a bucket list, but it would feel less special—and fuck if I want it to be some lackluster list. Still, talking about my list feels a lot better than keeping it entirely to myself.
A couple of days ago, I got word that something in my top 5 was getting crossed off. I was finally going to have my first duo—an experience I’ve been chasing since last year, though it obviously didn’t pan out then. Now, not only will I be checking that off, but I’ll be doing it with two amazing women. This was completely unexpected. I wasn’t even actively looking for it—but now that it’s here, right in front of me... I’M FUCKIN HYPE!!
I shit you not, when I got the confirmation, all I could do was stare at my phone in awe. I didn’t jump out of my seat or scream right away—I just sat there with a puzzled look on my face, grinning like Pennywise the clown about to eat someone. It took a moment to sink in, but when it did, I screamed like a madman in my car on the way home. I was losing it. I might’ve even teared up a little… I don’t really remember. It was raining that day, so it could’ve just been the rain. Either way, I was over the moon—not just to see these two great women, but because I was finally getting to share this excitement.
Don’t get me wrong—both of these women are legends. I’ve met one of them before, here and there, but haven’t been able to write about our experience as it’s something I’m not allowed to talk about. I’m assuming the same goes for her friend. This isn’t something she does often and probably prefers to keep quiet. I’ll absolutely respect that—it’s the polite thing to do.
As excited as I am to see them, sharing it honestly makes me even more excited. Almost the moment I found out, I wanted to tell the community. I had to hold back though, since this isn’t something I can openly talk about. This is actually the closest I’ve come to sharing it publicly, and man, it feels good to just write it down. The best part, though? Being able to talk about it freely with a friend from this community. I could say the providers names and everything, knowing the kind of person they are. Before this community, I didn’t really have that—at least not in the way I needed. I’ve had friends to talk about this with, but somehow it’s just easier with people I’ve met here, both online and in real life.
Not being able to talk about my exploits—as fun as they are—almost makes them feel meaningless. So even though I can’t say much, I really appreciate being able to share what I can with this community. And if I see any of you in Vegas or possibly at Exxxotica New Jersey, I can’t wait to give you the details over a couple of drinks; on you. Going to be on a budget after this duo. Lol!!!
