I feel like over time, the more providers i had been with, I begin to know what kind of providers I really want and more and more selective. I eventually feel like my standard gradually rising and I'm no longer like before when I was DTF any hot provider that wanted me. If on this night the provider I really want can't meet me, fine then no sex tonight, instead of desperately trying to find one that can satisfy my pleasure atm. I experienced desperation always lead to me spending the time with a bad provider
