I can already hear the thoughts running through each one of your minds—telling me how crazy I am for going through with this. And honestly? I’d agree with you. The psychedelic adventure I’m about to go on is so far out of the box, it’s somehow right back in it. The number of things that could go wrong is pretty fucking high, but I wouldn’t be me if I didn’t try this at least once.
I didn’t go looking for this. I was just trying to see a new provider and enjoy myself. With so much planned in the coming weeks, I figured seeing someone new would be the kickstart I needed to get my mind right. So, I went through my list of providers I hadn’t seen yet but had been meaning to book. Found one pretty quickly and started doing my homework. About 20 minutes into the research, I already knew I was going to book. Then I came across the specific experiences they were offering—companionship, kink, virtual dates... and psychedelics. I don’t know why, but “psychedelics” felt like it was calling my name.
I’ll be honest—when I clicked into that section, I skimmed it. All I could think about was being with a provider while on some kind of high. I’ve never done anything like this. I’ve even talked about all the reasons why this could be a terrible idea—but I’ve never actually experienced it. And as much as the alarms in my head were blaring, I couldn’t stop myself. I didn’t realize there was going to be more to this than I expected—and now, I want that part too.
Anyway, once I knew what I wanted to do, I went through the booking process. I’ll break that part down more when I drop the actual review, but I’ll just say this: it was one of the smoothest processes I’ve ever been through—including one I’m in the middle of right now. But that’s for another day.
A couple of days later, we spoke. The provider gave me a full rundown of what these psychedelic journeys are like. They could tell I was just chasing a thrill at first, but then they laid out something way deeper—something I didn’t even know I was looking for. They explained how immersive the journey could be. That it’s better to come into it with your eyes open, knowing what you want. That during the experience, parts of me might come out that I’ve buried—and that kind of release could offer a form of enlightenment I’ve been missing. Like I said, I originally just wanted better sex. But now? I’m looking forward to everything else even more.
Don’t get me wrong—I’m scared shitless. The number of negative thoughts running through my head right now is astronomical. I keep trying to talk myself out of it. But I’m not listening. I don’t want to listen. The only thing I want is to feel this out and see what comes of it.
There's a lot more that I can write on. I can touch base on what's going to go on before and during the journey as they were very open about all that, but it makes more sense to just do that during the review.
I can’t wait to write the review for this one. I’m aiming for some
@Swytypy-level shit.
