Do You Expect Closure When It’s Over?

[Hentai_Hibiki]

Been real rough week for me and have to keep telling myself that in reality I probably wouldn’t want a relationship with a provider or pornstar anyway.

Mainly due to financial maintenance for her and physical fitness for myself.

Watching this girl getting piped bareback and creampied when I only had one time CFS is soul crushing. I’m just hoping I’ll get a chance. Goddamn do I need to stay away from Twitter, IG, and OF.

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[oc.businessman.33]

Been real rough week for me and have to keep telling myself that in reality I probably wouldn’t want a relationship with a provider or pornstar anyway.

Mainly due to financial maintenance for her and physical fitness for myself.

Watching this girl getting piped bareback and creampied when I only had one time CFS is soul crushing. I’m just hoping I’ll get a chance. Goddamn do I need to stay away from Twitter, IG, and OF.

Who's the provider?

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[NoLovewithGlove]

Been real rough week for me and have to keep telling myself that in reality I probably wouldn’t want a relationship with a provider or pornstar anyway.

Mainly due to financial maintenance for her and physical fitness for myself.

Watching this girl getting piped bareback and creampied when I only had one time CFS is soul crushing. I’m just hoping I’ll get a chance. Goddamn do I need to stay away from Twitter, IG, and OF.

Stay far away from any media with that provider. That will make it easier to move on. The longer you keep on watching it, the harder it will be.

And, am I reading it correctly that it was only 1 time? If so, get some mental help. Seriously. I’d have more empathy if it was someone you’d been seeing for years, but if it’s just 1 time, get some help from a professional.

Edit: and even if it’s been years, still also get some help. There’s nothing wrong asking for it.

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[Hentai_Hibiki]

Who's the provider?

Unfortunately she’s semi-UTR (doesn’t advertise services but if you know where to look you can book her) She’s also not in the US, so it would be a steep curve to meet her for most guys.

Not saying I won’t ever tell, but only my closest of friends I know and trust in person are the ones I can tell.

And, am I reading it correctly that it was only 1 time? If so, get some mental help. Seriously. I’d have more empathy if it was someone you’d been seeing for years, but if it’s just 1 time, get some help from a professional.

This is a different girl from my longtime ATFs. We’ve had off and on communication (video call) with. It’s been three years and I desperately want to move overseas so I can book her more.

I’ve had a mental health therapist for years so I’m good on that front.

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[BurnerAccount1]

All a reminder that you're not built for intimacy or connection in the long run at least in my case.

I May have to start seeing a different providers instead of the repeats. Keep the conversation to minimal ( no more hearing about her family life, etc...and just get down to business) lol

What?! No! "Closure"??

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[SlyJr]

Been real rough week for me and have to keep telling myself that in reality I probably wouldn’t want a relationship with a provider or pornstar anyway.

Mainly due to financial maintenance for her and physical fitness for myself.

Watching this girl getting piped bareback and creampied when I only had one time CFS is soul crushing. I’m just hoping I’ll get a chance. Goddamn do I need to stay away from Twitter, IG, and OF.

I chuckled at the last paragraph. Its the reason why I couldn't be in a relationship with an active provider, no matter how cool she may be and we "click". Its another reason why I dont understand why more don't provide BBFS protocols in place for clients.

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[suburbanman]

Not quite sure if I'd prefer definitive closure to what I'm getting now, which is a month or so of planning dates and getting ghosted / canceled, rescheduled, canceled again.

Weird thing is our last date was great. Then she asked me to book a spa / hotel staycation which I did, she seemed genuinely excited about it, then she ghosted me 12 hours later. I didn't get even get angry with her just made it clear it was disappointing. But since then she keeps scheduling dates, saying yes, and then flaking day of with some lame excuse

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[shion]

Not quite sure if I'd prefer definitive closure to what I'm getting now, which is a month or so of planning dates and getting ghosted / canceled, rescheduled, canceled again.

Weird thing is our last date was great. Then she asked me to book a spa / hotel staycation which I did, she seemed genuinely excited about it, then she ghosted me 12 hours later. I didn't get even get angry with her just made it clear it was disappointing. But since then she keeps scheduling dates, saying yes, and then flaking day of with some lame excus

I don't even know this woman but I'm already mad at the b*tch!!!!!

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[Hentai_Hibiki]

I just want to emphasize I'm just more envious that I haven't creampied my overseas hottie yet, not looking for a relationship out of her. But also would kinda give up all p4p for her. The fact she's #1 still after hundreds of others means shes the most gorgeous girl in the world to me.

Best foot forward is to be the kind of man she wants to be creampied with. lmao

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