Just been in deep thought and wonder and have realized I’m forever hooked to this life just want to ask . What draws you to the hobby what started it and have you admitted to yourself that your an addict.
For myself I’m pretty sure it all started with me watching porn at the young age of 11 and I guess my hobby and porn addiction are a hand and hand thing. Never had any issue getting free sex & getting girls Been with my wife 6 going on 7 years. Didn’t cheat for the first year but folded one day and saw longtime provider I knew &it re opened the flood gates finding myself seeing providers every other week while still enjoying home with my wife. I feel like I fiend the sex fantasy im in for that hour spent with whatever pornstar provider I’m with even something about paying and making them do what you want adds to the thrill. What’s some of y’all drivers. Just had to get that off my chest
For myself I’m pretty sure it all started with me watching porn at the young age of 11 and I guess my hobby and porn addiction are a hand and hand thing. Never had any issue getting free sex & getting girls Been with my wife 6 going on 7 years. Didn’t cheat for the first year but folded one day and saw longtime provider I knew &it re opened the flood gates finding myself seeing providers every other week while still enjoying home with my wife. I feel like I fiend the sex fantasy im in for that hour spent with whatever pornstar provider I’m with even something about paying and making them do what you want adds to the thrill. What’s some of y’all drivers. Just had to get that off my chest
