My stream of consciousness musings today on 3 hour session with Jackie Hoff - Review forth coming - still reeling (if that gives you any indication of how awesome it was).
Why 3 hours? - I wanted and received all three... needed the time to recoup in between.
Fuck I was nervous - and yes, I am a chronic over-thinker.
Now - on to the musings:
On the plane to Las Vegas. My heart feels as though it may beat itself out of my chest. It’s difficult to focus.
When do I text after I land? Feels like 9am is too early for a 4pm meet.
My prep:
8.5 of cialis once a day for the last 10, two yesterday (thanks Hims for making that so easy). That shit works. Been walking around half hard for days. Feel like I’m a teenager again (I’m 53). Get hard when the wind shifts.
Manscaped for the first time ever on Monday - wanted to give my skin enough time to recover from the freak out it felt - that actually was a good plan. Skin did freak out a bit. Calmed down by Thursday.
Tested Tuesday: green light rec’d Wednesday.
Pineapple juice: 8oz cup twice a day for the last three. Like most of this prep it’s a tip from the crew at escorts access. Maybe the urban legend is true.
Have the cash
Have the gift
And maybe the hardest - did not masturbate or watch porn for the last two weeks - may take her head off if I cum in her mouth
My plan:
Pick up wine and water on the way to the Cosmo (fuck the concierge $100 for what I know is a $20 bottle of wine)
Early check in at 11am. One bedroom terrace suite with a fountain view. As much for me as it is to show Her that I value her willingness to provide this experience for me.
Quick nap (did not sleep well last night, so nervous)
Pick up charcuterie at 2 (Again, fuck the concierge. Their baskets are a joke)
Back to the Cosmo.
Shower (deep clean), shave (no nicks), touch up grooming, lotion, no scent, but will use baby powder (an interview I watched: she said she is sensitive to strong smells), touch up nails (trim and smooth- good tip: thanks escort access).
Get dressed: Smart, but casual.
Then wait.
Let it happen.
Let go.
Take off. No turning back now. Lots of firsts today:
First escort.
First porn star.
First sex in 2025.
First sex with a woman other than the mother of my children in 24 years.
First anal sex. God I hope she brings a butt plug.
The human mind is a wonder. How can I be this excited and this nervous at the same time.
Drink water.
Have to remember to eat when I land.
Stay calm.
Breathe.
Landed, nerves are better because I have things to do. Focus on the task at hand.
Uber to wine store and dispensary (added a stop mid-ride as the idea struck me) complete. Not sure if her tastes run in the direction of 420, but I want to be a good host. If not, I will sure enjoy it on the terrace after our session
Texted Tryst to let them know I landed. Once I get to my room and orient myself will text back an easy to find place to meet her, possible a selfie so they know what I’m wearing.
Waiting for my room. I’m early for my 11AM early check-in. Longest 24 mins of my life
Initial adrenaline rush is gone. Could use that nap. No way I’m yawning / tired this evening.
Freaking out a bit - room not ready. Said it could be until 3pm
Please don’t sell me something that I can’t actually purchase. $50 for an early check-in that does not exist.
Trying to stay calm. They can’t tell me when my room will be available. 3pm is guaranteed. But for a 4pm meeting? Argh. So much for the nap. They offered to waive the fee. My thought there is that it waives their obligation as well. So I pushed back. The fee is not the issue. Asked me to check back at Noon.
Crisis avoided. In the room by 12:30. But, goodbye nap
Unpacked
Set gift out
Set fee out
Set the temperature in the room to 69, because of course I did.
Double checked nails - again, solid tip
Texted Tryst - we will meet by the elevators and I will send a pic of my attire so she knows what to look for.
1:22 Off to pick up the charcuterie.
2PM back in the room
Ordered/received plates and napkins from room service
2:45: Getting Ready per plan
3:30 text a pic of what I’m wearing to Tryst
3:45 headed down.
Why 3 hours? - I wanted and received all three... needed the time to recoup in between.
Fuck I was nervous - and yes, I am a chronic over-thinker.
Now - on to the musings:
On the plane to Las Vegas. My heart feels as though it may beat itself out of my chest. It’s difficult to focus.
When do I text after I land? Feels like 9am is too early for a 4pm meet.
My prep:
8.5 of cialis once a day for the last 10, two yesterday (thanks Hims for making that so easy). That shit works. Been walking around half hard for days. Feel like I’m a teenager again (I’m 53). Get hard when the wind shifts.
Manscaped for the first time ever on Monday - wanted to give my skin enough time to recover from the freak out it felt - that actually was a good plan. Skin did freak out a bit. Calmed down by Thursday.
Tested Tuesday: green light rec’d Wednesday.
Pineapple juice: 8oz cup twice a day for the last three. Like most of this prep it’s a tip from the crew at escorts access. Maybe the urban legend is true.
Have the cash
Have the gift
And maybe the hardest - did not masturbate or watch porn for the last two weeks - may take her head off if I cum in her mouth
My plan:
Pick up wine and water on the way to the Cosmo (fuck the concierge $100 for what I know is a $20 bottle of wine)
Early check in at 11am. One bedroom terrace suite with a fountain view. As much for me as it is to show Her that I value her willingness to provide this experience for me.
Quick nap (did not sleep well last night, so nervous)
Pick up charcuterie at 2 (Again, fuck the concierge. Their baskets are a joke)
Back to the Cosmo.
Shower (deep clean), shave (no nicks), touch up grooming, lotion, no scent, but will use baby powder (an interview I watched: she said she is sensitive to strong smells), touch up nails (trim and smooth- good tip: thanks escort access).
Get dressed: Smart, but casual.
Then wait.
Let it happen.
Let go.
Take off. No turning back now. Lots of firsts today:
First escort.
First porn star.
First sex in 2025.
First sex with a woman other than the mother of my children in 24 years.
First anal sex. God I hope she brings a butt plug.
The human mind is a wonder. How can I be this excited and this nervous at the same time.
Drink water.
Have to remember to eat when I land.
Stay calm.
Breathe.
Landed, nerves are better because I have things to do. Focus on the task at hand.
Uber to wine store and dispensary (added a stop mid-ride as the idea struck me) complete. Not sure if her tastes run in the direction of 420, but I want to be a good host. If not, I will sure enjoy it on the terrace after our session
Texted Tryst to let them know I landed. Once I get to my room and orient myself will text back an easy to find place to meet her, possible a selfie so they know what I’m wearing.
Waiting for my room. I’m early for my 11AM early check-in. Longest 24 mins of my life
Initial adrenaline rush is gone. Could use that nap. No way I’m yawning / tired this evening.
Freaking out a bit - room not ready. Said it could be until 3pm
Please don’t sell me something that I can’t actually purchase. $50 for an early check-in that does not exist.
Trying to stay calm. They can’t tell me when my room will be available. 3pm is guaranteed. But for a 4pm meeting? Argh. So much for the nap. They offered to waive the fee. My thought there is that it waives their obligation as well. So I pushed back. The fee is not the issue. Asked me to check back at Noon.
Crisis avoided. In the room by 12:30. But, goodbye nap
Unpacked
Set gift out
Set fee out
Set the temperature in the room to 69, because of course I did.
Double checked nails - again, solid tip
Texted Tryst - we will meet by the elevators and I will send a pic of my attire so she knows what to look for.
1:22 Off to pick up the charcuterie.
2PM back in the room
Ordered/received plates and napkins from room service
2:45: Getting Ready per plan
3:30 text a pic of what I’m wearing to Tryst
3:45 headed down.
