I had to calm down last night after the Chiefs lost and all but put themselves in the roughest spot possible, so I turned to porn BUT not just any type of porn… the worst kind: hardcore porn.
Here’s the picture: I’m very much into hardcore face/throat-fucking, and I watched exactly that. Several custom scenes by amateur models filled with saliva and… more.
After sitting through 45 minutes of going from scene to scene, I finally found a scene and finished to that.
Now I need a break from hardcore porn. Time for the dopamine center to recover -
after all, as I’ve talked about in another post, porn causes an instant surge in dopamine levels, and it stays artificially high for as long as you keep watching.
It’s sometimes putting a dent in my sessions too.
I’ve had porn-induced ED before, every man’s nightmare, and I refuse to get that again.
Viagra helps, sure, but it’s only a bandaid. My brain needs time to rest and reset.
The reason I say it’s putting a dent in my sessions is that
the “finish” my brain expects from hardcore porn is nothing like the finish you get in a real session, typically.
It conditions you to crave the intensity, the aggression, the overstimulation - things you simply don’t get in a normal encounter.
So when you’re finally with a provider, your brain is basically waiting for something that never comes… and that gap can kill your erection or make you finish way too fast.
Finally, cap the amount of times in a week (and minutes) that you spend consuming hardcore porn - Solo/JOI scenes are so much easier on the dopamine pathways.
